Hello my name is Izzy and I have a problem. I am a facebook creeper.
Ok so I know I’m all Mr. Right and everything, but I have a serious thing for pretty boy players. Right now I’m still focused on Adventure Guy. I have however stopped visiting his FB page cold turkey. I’m only allowing myself to look at things of his that pop up on my news feed. Absolutely no going to his actual page.
I mean it’s absolutely ridiculous that I’m so interested in some guy who I really don’t even know that well and who is clearly a player. Why is it that my sensible side completely flies out the window when these guys are around?!? I mean seriously I know better! And yet I search for any sign of him on my news feed.
So why do I do this? Well I actually didn’t figure that out until recently. It turns out that while my brain is telling me I’m pretty, my internal self still has a confidence problem. So I’m attracted to these guys because I think if they want to date me then I must be pretty.
Yes that is a very stupid thought. Plus I was recently informed by a good friend that Adventure Guy is actually not very attractive. And yet I would probably say yes almost immediately if he asked me out. This is no bueno.
So I am going to treat this like an addiction.
Step one: admit you have a problem. Done
Step two: discover the cause of this problem. Done
Step three: accept that you can fix this problem (with help of course). Not so much
And I’m not sure where to go from there. I understand why I think this way, so I should be able to stop it. So why is it that every time I see a comment from Adventure Guy on a girl’s page, picture, or whatever I get mad at him? Once again this is definitely not bueno. And I totally realize how crazy I sound. But what can a girl do?
I guess I’ll just do The Creep! Haha
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